IN MY MIND THIS WEEK

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You know, it's funny. how a person could say that something or someone is "not cool". just this wednesday, i was going to the driving range and one of my friends said, and i quote "Ano ba yan? Baduy!". I know most people would never react to something like this statement. but i really just got to let this go.I wish if this guy ever reads this blog, i hope he won't take it too personally. anyway, What's up with that? how could you say something sucked? why, do you think you're cool? it's the same thing with backstabbing. If any of my friends are reading this right now, I hope you understand that each and every one of you has something bad to say about everyone. Sometimes, i even wonder if these are my real friends. is this really friendship or just a damn popularity contest? if there's anything i learned in life is that when this childhood or teenage life is over, this popularity, this reputation would be nothing but shit. a zit. i never worry about my reputation.i think it's something to be left to the people who judge me. and for people who think they're better than me, Fuck you! you dont know shit about me. and for those hypocrits and tormentors of mine, Fuck you too! I dont mean to be mean but these are the things that i hold in my mind and that i wished that it would be nothing but a memory, a scar, a popped zit in the face of my teenage years. I know this couldn't be avoided. cause i know i've been a hypocrit in one part of my life.and i've never ever seen anyone in my entire life that has never insulted, defined or in anyway provoked another person that he knew. the dawning of my teenage years wasn't glamorous. i got teased alot, backstabbed and all that shit. and i coudn't say i've gotten out of that ditch. i'm still in it. you know what i really think of my friends? Kids. Just plain kids. please dont get mad at me for saying this but it's just what i see in these guys. i often thought of ditching my friends i even ask my brother what to do. cause my friends are really like they're having a popularity contest. Like one time, i was talking to my friend about past things, past times and when i asked him why did you tease me back then, he told me: "kailangan ko eh, nasisira kasi yung reputation ko" what the fuck was that? was that what you call a friend? that statement really pissed me off. and that's all i have to say i about that.

posted by Wowie @ Thursday, August 21, 2003

Punta fuego

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For me, i believe that this was the best planned vacation ever! We planned this a month ahead. And everything was set, including food,hotel and booze. So when it came down to the weekend, we were more than prepared to go there. When we got there, it rained....i know it might seem dull to go to the beach while it's raining, but it think i'll take a page from my sisters book when she says "THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A BAD DAY ON THE BEACH". and you know what? she's right. We had a blast. Playing dodgeball with a football. When night fell, it was still raining. So we had the booze early on in the night. It was nice, i tried the beer bong. boy was it fast! Anyway, we slept early.maybe about two or three.(consider that early) and you know, the breakfast was the shittyshit! it was longaniza that came from cebu. And we just heard of the attempted coup that morning so we watched some TV. we went home after that and the feeling kinda carried me for the moment.

posted by Wowie @ Tuesday, August 05, 2003

What the hell?

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Today was not a pretty sight. I can't believe that for more than 20 years of professional teaching. One of the best teachers in our school just called it quits.because of something he didn't do intentonally. This sort of incident reminds me of "THE HURRICANE" it's a true story movie about an accused african american boxer who was accused of murder and was justified 40 years after. What's the use of justification if you just wasted 40 years of your life couped up in a jail cell. I hope this thing gets resolved immediately. This is one of the worst thing that ever happened in my 9 years in la salle. and i believe the ones responsible should be sorry for causing our best teacher to call it quits early on. I would still remember the first time he taught us. I had to admit that i was intimidated by his presence. but it's this demeanor that makes him the best around. and if you would just get to know him, and penetrate through that strong demeanor that you will see that he is also a nice and outgoing teacher. In my opinion, if only me and my peers would just cluster together and form a unit, we could be strong enough to fight the system. i just hope this happens sooner.

posted by Wowie @ Tuesday, August 05, 2003